Journey Through The Imagination And Sub-Lunar Tendencies

                                                             Richard Moult

When I began this blog back in 2010, one of the first matters I covered was the influence of the moon over "high strangeness".  This was at a time when I was only beginning to understand that these influences weren't positive or "evolutionary" as some people are fond of saying, but represented the unhindered forces of the imagination that could induce perceptual anomalies (and real events) in peoples lives.  It goes without saying that the moon affects the tide and will also affect the dreams among others.  These lunar currents, for the most part, rule over the minds of most people and it is unlikely that people in our present time will free themselves from these currents when it counts.

They will be submerged in the imagination upon death.

Modern NDEs already prove this. In order to truly understand the idea of a primordial and salvific tradition outside the bounds of narrow-minded leftists, modern liberals, the politically correct, and spiritual pansies, one has to understand that tradition is not a mere code of moral laws.  It is a deep and actualized understanding of how things really are.  It is about becoming "re-oriented" with the Axis Mundi, the eternal within man.  Two of the most important pieces of traditional wisdom capable of re-orienting the lost soul once investigated to their logical conclusion:

1. The physical world is only a symbolic representation of what is real.
2. Man is created in the Image of God.

These two points are actually identical.  Without the actualization of these two pionts, a spiritual journey simply becomes a collection of platitudes and ambiguous "spiritual experiences".  One is merely forced to meander from one idea and "spiritual experience" to the next eventually falling prey to moral and spiritual relativism whereby even the most obvious matters of right and wrong become confounded.  This is the degenerative process of our era, a movement from the Sacred to the secular, from the Priesthood to politics.  The final result of this process is a violent reversal that has already begun.

Let's start at the first point.  The physical world is a symbol. If we understand what the pre-Socratics were attempting to tell us about the illusion of time and motion, we uncover a stunning reality behind the appearance of mundane physical existence.  Mainly, that at the most fundamental level, physical reality isn't actually present.  What exists beneath the atom might as well be empty space that is non-conditioned and non-determined.  Essentially, the human being is the same in this regard.  While he or she perceives that they are such-and-such a person living such-and-such a life, we have actually pulled the wool over our eyes by a mysterious self-deception that seems to crystallize around our eternity, by putting conditions and identifications upon it that aren't actually present.  We have never left the Archetypal world.  The physical world, that diabolically clever phantasm, is wholly and patently unreal.  What is desperately needed is not an escape, but a re-orientation.  The only way to put our physical world into its proper context is death or initiation. Until that time comes, the individual will forever feel that life is unfolding in the brain or that they are living a nebulous post-mortem existence within the imagination.

There is an eternity behind the eyes that remains mostly unnoticed. It remains unnoticed because modern social engineering for the last several thousand years has been materialistic in nature.  The procession has been outward, so that the inward gets neglected.  As one individual has rightly said, the more externalized man becomes, the more his inwardness and his spirituality is sacrificed.  Even spirituality today has become externalized and selfish simply being about ones own "feelings" and "emotions" which are as ephemeral and transient as dust in the wind.  In order to return to ones primordial orientation, to be put on the path of reversal, one has to cross the imagination first; an imagination that is clearly capable of submerging the individual into many more clever deceptions on this side of the grave and the other--there really is no difference.

While I am not a Muslim, this article is interesting in that it describes that state I am referring to.  However, its downfall, much like the downfall of many metaphysical schemes, is that it attempts to "resolve" the individual back into God, not understanding that had Man been resolved wholly into God to begin with, he would have never come forth into a manifested and conditioned existence.  The neoplatonists, gnostics, and others gum up the works by attempting to figure out the divine structure and process of world creation by applying reason to domains of existence that entirely transcend logic and human comprehension. I am also forced to do this to some extent as well because that is simply the nature of language and communication in the physical domain.  However, in order to reach the point I am referring to, ideas must all be discarded and sacrificed.

Time, Motion, and Physicality at the most fundamental level are unreal.  The causative factors that bring it into "existence" are equally unreal.  Therefore, all arguments are essentially pointless.  We understand one thing:  that we are here, life is struggle, and we are reading the story out of context.

Point two is that Man is created in the Image of God.  One has to ask are these the images of God:

The image being referred to is not the human body exactly, though symmetry is divine because it has balance.  What is being referred to is the inward nature of the individual, their timeless and boundless eternity, that which is real.  This image in man is only uncovered through deep self-examination and initiation.  This image comes from God and is breathed into man making him a living being through differentiation.  It is the "personal" life of God breathed into the individual.  Man can only be created "in the image of" because at best, while he passes his years, he is only a temporary representation of that greater thing above him.  God is the Esoteric.  Man is the Exoteric.  Never the twain shall meet.  Never is there a resolution between the two just as their is no resolution between the opposing sides of a coin.  Man cannot become real when he is unreal. Macbeth could not become Shakespeare.

The only possibility is to destroy all ideations and realize that one has been written into the story. Shakepeare becomes Macbeth through his imagination. God becomes man through his imagination.  God views man through the same lens that man views God.  There is a divine reciprocity at work that is only uncovered upon returning to the Orient.  If one remains subjected by the sub-lunar influences of the imagination, he or she is never able to grasp the eternal beyond metaphysical schema, reason, and logic.

All ideations  collapse upon the realization that we reached this world through our own imagination, and by riding it back, we don't really "return" to God, but realize that we never left our eternity behind.  Much like a dream, we awake to find we have remained still the whole time while strange and haunting landscapes unfolded before us and demons chased us while we slept.  

When I was very young I had a secret.  When I told this secret to myself as I got older, it profoundly terrified me.  That secret was that God was hiding within me and was in fact using me as a disguise.  When I gazed into the mirror at myself long enough as a child, I could catch a quick glimpse of the secret the moment I didn't recognize my own face.  I learned much later that this practice of mirror gazing was very old and had sadly degenerated into divinitory scrying where people simply "viewed" their own internal contents instead of viewing their own boundless eternity.

Man is a theophanic expression, a tangible attribute extended into time and space, ephemeral and nebulous, rising and passing--a godlet that descends, dies, and awakens. Man is the background of God.  God is the background of man.  As Angelus Silesius clearly understood, both rely upon each other and can never be wholly separated unless God is powerless and lacking in some way.

We sadly live in a time when man no longer accepts the bi-unity of existence (God and Man) which is  monergistic in nature.   God is effectively being murdered by modernity.  Man seeks his total autonomy from God so that he may become an automaton controlled by a purely satanic state.  Today man is at war with God and the emergence of new and edgy pseudo-philosophies, laughable gnostic metaphysical schema  and moral relativism only reveal how truly lost humanity has become within that nearly boundless imagination that rules over him. Nothing can be said otherwise particularly when one in five people suffer from mental illness.  When mothers murder their young.  When even children slaughter each other.  What can truly be said of a world that claims progress while sinking into the darkest depths of the underworld?

Evil And The Counter-Initiatory Current

 For the most part, I try not to mince words on this blog particularly as it relates to the question of evil.  One of the most centering realities capable of putting people back on track is an honest examination of the reality of evil.  While some people think that evil is a matter of personal interpretation or that one mans evil is another's virtue--there are evil things that can be universally accepted as evil even by those whose soul may be partially "off-center".

When I began to investigate the ideas being promoted in modern spirituality and philosophy, I kept running into the idea that good and evil were things to be transcended.  I found this mostly among those professing to be "neo-gnostics".  I spent a lot of time thinking about that and very quickly began to notice that the idea of transcending good and evil was yet another ploy to steer people toward an impersonal oneness and in the process destroying the last vestiges of cosmic order. The world revolves around the Axis Mundi, which is the Soul, and when that Axis is tilted, the world can never be true, it will always suffer from a predisposition toward chaos, criminality, and meaninglessness because it cannot see the world for what it truly is.  The view is highly distorted.  In a word, life becomes cheap and murder becomes more pronounced.

Some time ago I read an article from a person who is  a major promoter of quantum spirituality, ufos, and other prominent new age ideas.  This person went on to explain how quantum physics was the answer to every "religio-spiritual" question and that we shouldn't take life or ourselves too seriously because as this person reasoned, "life is an illusion".  The truth, however, is that we do not live or experience life on the quantum level.  The spiritual gurus of the modern age do not want us to honestly examine what is really out there because once we do, we must ultimately answer the question of evil. When it comes to modern spirituality or quantum spirituality, we may as well be talking about the life of bacteria and viruses.  As spontaneous and strange as the sub-atomic world is, our perception and our lives unfold in a reality that is every bit as real as it appears to be.  You will experience joy.  You will feel pain.  Only when life is viewed as illusory, or the physical world as unimportant, does evil tend to be glossed over and put aside as a mere anomaly.

The spirit of the modern age has begun to demand more blood and more violence. Countries in South and Central America have a skyrocketing murder rate that is exceptional even by third-world standards.  This among others is a very important sign, particularly when we realize that "progress" is not moving into the third world and civilizing it, but rather the third world is expanding throughout the entire world and is utterly destroying it.  While the scenery may be beautiful on the resort, which in itself is a gated community, the real horrors are what people don't see or don't want to see.  Acclimate yourself, but don't become desensitized to it.  This is the future in a world that that is not God-centered and lives strictly by greed, lust, and hatred:

Society is being manipulated to accept this degeneration by being bombarded with violent images in cinema, television, and art.  This fanatical demand for both real and simulated blood and violence is satanic in the truest sense, a product of  severe soul sickness.  Violence and hatred can only successfully exist in an era where cosmic order has been lost and the spirit of death and desolation stands up in its absence.  Below are a few examples of modern cinematic imagery.

While many may say that the selection of movies above is only one genre of cinema, the reality is that there are more horror movies being made now than ever before, and each one of these movies tends to push the envelope just a little further.  They eventually reach this point which is so clearly degenerate that it is hardly worth mentioning.  To many this may seem like a harmless thrill, but the fact is that there is something deep within the soul, in the dark and un-examined places, that is now making its presence known throughout the world.  Whereas these types of things were kept hidden or at least kept under control at one point in time, there is no longer a need to hide it.  Society has slowly been groomed to accept these images and when called out on the matter, the response is that they are "only movies".  I strongly suspect that within a generation the acceptance of blood and violence will be taken to another level that will defy our present machinations.  The most profoundly lost souls are being born in these times to parents that have no idea how to heal themselves or their children.  The center doesn't hold.

It is fair to say that in a world gone askew, a dark transformation must take place.  Justice must become injustice.  Evil must become the new good.  Hollywood has a way of propagating all types of lies and propaganda that make disgusting specimens of humanity appear to be misunderstood heroes who only want to bring progress to a "morally repressed" world.  However, when we truly look at the issue, we find that once again Hollywood has bamboozled us.  The image was are told to consume, along with the ideas we are told to believe in are nothing but a facade created to make the spirit of degeneration that is taking the world by violence more acceptable.

I have this strange feeling deep down that all of this false-imagery and manipulation is actually leading up to a much larger sacrifice.  A sacrifice that will once and for all push humanity into the abyss.  This sacrifice, I suspect, will be a nuclear fire that will consume countless lives and deliver the final blow against a humanity already heavily burdened by profound confusion. This, I believe, has already been decided and is likely already in the works.  It will probably occur, as Michael Hoffman once stated, in some poor American city along the 33rd parallel, a place where many other major events seem to be centered. The nuclear genie has already been making its presence known on the 33rd parallel as recently as this year.  That such an event will occur on the 33rd, however, is only speculation on my part.

The modern world and the present order that upholds it ultimately represent a highly complex facade called the "ordinary" or "normal life".  Yet it is anything but ordinary.  There is a quality present today that is the literal antithesis of order.  That quality has forged a new era and a new type of human being.  That is the outward being, the being that has abandoned his or her inwardness and lives the life of the automaton receiving its commands and marching orders from the state and its propaganda machine, pop-culture.  In a word, Satan has been loosed, and with that comes the smell of death in the breeze.  

It is only by setting ones inward affairs in order that the glimmering of real life, real identity, and the real world shine through revealing their divine eternity as well as the the emptiness of modernity.  An emptiness that is revealed powerfully by the modern obsession with cinema and pop-culture where those who cannot see the validity of their own lives live vicariously through nebulous personalities of those on television. 

The Obsession Of Time

All metaphysical ideations, speculations, and spiritual systems rest upon an obsession with the future and in the process miss the simple reality that there is an eternal now.  This state of "eternity" is the true and only prize, the unborn and fully transcendent center of being, serene stillness, endless space, and Kingdom of God.

Parmenides and Zeno proved through the faculty of reason (thereby transcending it) that motion, much like time, is an illusion.  I refer any curious readers to the paradoxes of Zeno or Parmenides' proem.  Needless to say Plato and Plotinus fell short of the pure simplicity taught by Parmenides and fell time and again into the stream of time and becoming, whose manifestation is speculation, descent (tolma), and error.  All people that are locked into a particular mode of thinking beneath the realm of reason and logic, remain blind to what is real and timeless.  Ideas that are built upon and reside within time and motion are in fact faulty and not eternal.  By accepting or entertaining faulty thoughts and ideas as real, we ultimately mingle eternity with time and the divine with profanity.  By identifying our individuality with unreal things, we also become unreal.  The goal of life is therefore to discard what is unreal by moving ones awareness prior to becoming and the individuality prior to thought and idea formation.  Only then does a person truly rule over their own thoughts and take the Soul back from the splinters that stole it by social conditioning in a time stream and culture that has highly degenerated.

If one truly has understanding on these matters, they will learn very quickly that the obsession with time, ideas, speculation, are merely filler.  There is a degradation at work, a movement from ineffable truth to becoming that can only be stopped and reversed when a person is no longer subject to the flow of time and thoughts that assail those that have become deeply profaned.

Fueling The Demonic Narrative And Lessons Learned

It is fair to say that for approximately two years my writing was off center being  fueled by the circumstances that go along with that state.  To put that another way, the psychodrama of Luminosity was a byproduct of a soul immersed  in inward commotion.  What emerged was a partially true and partially false account.  Let me explain.

Throughout the Luminosity narrative, I was finding myself stuck in a kind of pseudo reality.  There had been times when I would fall asleep at night and awaken into dreams that were so real that I could not tell where the dream ended and real life began.  On one occasion, I awoke to a white van in my driveway with four to five individuals standing in front of my house staring at me through the window.  They were all very menacing and the vibe I got is that all of them were predatory, they wanted to harm me in some way.   No matter how hard I tried, I could never quite make out their faces.  A constant shadow seemed to be cast in front of them in the same way a shadow was cast in front of many of these experiences.

The picture above is very accurate to what I saw the night the white van pulled into my driveway.  Yet as real as many of these experiences may have been, after almost every one of these experiences I would wake up in my bed or on the sofa--at worst I woke up somewhere else in the house where I didn't remember falling asleep.  At most this happened two or three times.  I always left this detail of "waking up" in the narrative because I felt it was important to consider that the events were not physically real.  Toward the end of Luminosity in early 2012, I was convinced that these events were happening in a reality that was internal, but existed very close to consensus reality.

When I began writing "Transmisisons From The Imaginal" my thinking on these internal realities began to develop further.  The majority of my posts detailed subjective experiences that had occasional bleed-overs into physical events and circumstances when they were given enough emotive force.  That blog was essentially my own mental noise on the matter. It was coherent in some places and less coherent in others.  My thoughts change rather quickly on things as they always have because whatever does not flow toward the final goal becomes stagnant.  There is no need for a raft upon reaching the other side of the shore as some are fond of saying.  For me ideas that are not eventually transcended become crutches.  It is important to analyze and destroy even my own knowledge on things from time to time-particularly when a weakness is revealed.  This has driven some people crazy, particularly those that can only find inward peace by relying on metaphysical ideations that exist beneath the reign of logic and reason while boldly and erroneously claiming these same ideas have transcendent value.  Most people exist on spiritual crutches because they cannot penetrate the mystique of spiritual and philosophical ideations--to put that another way, they refuse to deal with their own inner noise which is where the problem ultimately begins.  Getting to the golden kernel is the true goal of the journey, not hanging out at the devil's wayside pretending to understand the unseen world, which is unimaginably complex and a secondary matter entirely.

It goes without saying that while I was writing Luminosity in 2010 that I was in a highly agitated state.  What I had learned the years previously in regard to bookish knowledge and the symbolic ideas I had been taught were coming back to haunt me.  Phrases like, "Do you know the mystery of God's sorrow" were constantly assailing me and demanding an answer.  Fear and frustration were entering heavily into the equation.  As I trudged through these issues I was beginning to see a clearing.  That clearing was the idea of the Seraph, which had become a sort of last crutch in my mental vault.  Thinking that my own salvation lied in this idea of a "higher self" I went with it and promoted it heavily on "Transmissions".  What I hadn't quite realized was that it was possible that I was wrong, and that I was instead dealing with my own "anti-self" perhaps the very shadow being that had been in control of the narrative in the first place giving me subtle hints on what steps to take next.

I say "in control" because I want to state a few facts that are worth mentioning.

1. I have no solid memory as to why I contacted Jason Offutt about my Harlequin experiences. I think it was a spontaneous decision.
2.  I have no idea how I found the other bloggers that quickly promoted my writing, but I knew intuitively that they would promote them once I followed their blogs. I literally had no doubt about this. I was guided toward them and it happened just as I had thought it would.
3. There are entire posts on both Luminosity and Transmissions that I have only a vague recollection of writing. Having re-read them I found that I didn't agree with the message at all.  This is why I often had to go back and delete.  At one point I was truly wondering whether or not someone was editing my posts.  No matter how hard I tried to deny it, I authored those posts and there were no secret edits by a nebulous second party.

What exactly does this reveal?  First it reveals a very serious inward battle taking place within a highly conflicted individual.  I was being undermined by autonomous beings, splintered from my own personality, who seemed to know things that I consciously did not. They knew the right people I had to contact and within 6 weeks of my first post I was receiving 300+ hits daily.  These beings, as I mentioned earlier (and will mention throughout this blog) come to be by default when the individual is not whole but has a splintered individuality.  Most people living today exist within this state even though they are not aware of it.  They are essentially plagued by anthropomorphous splinters (tulpas) of their own  individuality bred by their own rebellion against the Rta. These entities, make no mistake, have an intimate knowledge of the people they plague.  A knowledge that can only be possible if these entities have emanated from that particular individuality through a well-known process that has been written about in grimoires for centuries.

These splinters are only destroyed when the being enters into "rest" and is freed from the fear, anxiety, and frustration these symbiotes induce. I am not saying that these entities are not real or that they are mere mental aberrations.  Anyone that has participated in creating a tulpa, thoughtform, or other manufactured entity realizes that these beings are very real and can influence events.  All it takes is belief, obsessive concentration on an idea, thought, or emotion, and soon strange things begin to happen.

While I wanted to write about "initiatory" matters on Luminosity and Transmisions, the very idea itself was becoming confounded even to my own understanding.   I wanted to expose ridiculous ideas promoted by modern spirituality, stagnant so called "gnostic" ideas which by nature are counter-initiatory and dangerous.  Sadly, I  failed at what I set out to do falling prey to the same counter-initiatory currents I attempted to offset. These counter-initiatory currents seemed to reach me when I was being overpowered with new ideas to process.  At one point I had my heart set on a simple documentary on an event that I went through in 1984.  That soon fell apart.  I wanted to get a podcast moving. That soon fell apart.  It seemed that I was constantly putting too much on my plate.  It was as if the tactic was to simply over-burden me with things to do, things I could never dream of keeping up with because I have a very busy home life.

Luminosity was a terrible farce.  Rather than getting irritated about Jason Offutt getting all the attention for that story, I should have just left it alone.  The frustration that went along with the whole thing simply wasn't worth it. I stepped in when I saw a very personal childhood experience (from a time when the personality is still forming, and the personal inner universe is converging with the less personal outer universe) converted into a b-horror movie. I became once again a victim of my own pride. The only saving grace has been that it provoked an inner dialogue that has lead me to a much greater understanding.  I cant help but wonder if the same couldn't have been accomplished without all of the drama in a quiet life without the observation of hundreds of people or more.

Death Of The Seraph

For the last several months I have kept my internet reading to a minimum.  While I still have a few people I correspond with that I trust, I once again detoxified from the internet and related venues.  For anyone that has done this, the results happen rather quickly.  The mind quiets down.  The body is more relaxed.  The attention span increases. The mind is better able to process things. The internet in general creates anxious minds with short attention spans.  Ideas transmitted through the internet are far easier to accept even when they are lacking in some important detail.

Without getting into specifics, I will say that it became obvious immediately after closing Transmissions that I was being plagued by one final idea, the Seraph.  Its shortcoming was that it was a mere ideation, something that wasn't transcendent by any means, but made the human being a second class citizen, a mere symbol rather than a unique life that was defined by a personality with its own faults and shortcomings created ex nihilo (literally) by God in the hopes of overcoming and having dominion over a fallen world.  This reached a culmination when I finally understood that the idea of the Seraph was faulty.  A being already perfect has no residue, purpose or determination toward Tolma or descent of being.  Seeing through this tragic mistake symbolized the dethroning of the Seraph forever. It was an idea that was like all other metaphysical ideas, a crutch that prohibits a being from entering into the inner sanctuary and Kingdom of God, where human logic and "idea-formation" cannot reach.

I had gotten so carried away with the Seraph during Transmissions that I hadn't realized that there was very little difference between it and the idea of the "higher self" which is one of the most patently ridiculous ideas being promoted by new age spirituality--yet I still fell for it hook, line and sinker because it was presented to me in a very brilliant (though deceptive) manner.  These modern spiritual ideas are heavily promoted today because they allow for the splintering of human individuality into millions of pieces, making a person easily malleable and open to suggestion.  These "suggestions" are broadcast everywhere in modern society from television to billboards and from the lairs of pop-cult personalities and all their devotees.  Essentially, the modern media is one big propaganda machine promoting a slave mentality, where the idea of the consumer is exalted above the "free man". This is done to benefit the state which is the atheistic and anti-traditional spirit of the modern age.

The modern man has been undergoing a degenerative process for many generations now.  This process has put him squarely out of communication with the divine and replaced it with economic and outward pursuits--ideas that are custom made for the era in which we live.  One of the main goals was to make sleight of hand far more easy to accomplish.  This could only be accomplished by limiting the attention span of the majority of people on this planet.   Lack of attention span is far more than a cognitive problem, it is a "spiritual" one.  Absolute and undivided attention is necessary because without it the chances of being fooled in this life are quite high.  What awaits at death isn't always the tranquil presence and bliss of Christ's presence, but bitterness and aggression forged in a life that is not fully examined, but immersed in aimless wonder, idea-formation, unknowing, and thrills that inevitably lead to nowhere.

I guess the most important question is what lessons has been learned through all of this?  Nobody is immune to being fooled.  Anyone can be compromised.  And generally, those that are will not know it until it is too late or if they are lucky once they have emerged on the other shore.

Emerging Delusions In The Terminal Phase

There is paranoia and obsession in modern cosmologies, particularly those that profess that parasitical beings are feeding off of humans.  For the better part of ten years now I have been listening to these stories and at one point had fallen quite deeply into my own obsession with these cosmologies.  These schools of thought and their obsessions tend to branch out into other pseudo theories like gang stalking, electronic mind control, and theories about intelligence agencies, walk-ins, and similar delusions.

For instance Gang stalking is:

Organized harassment meant to menace a targeted individual for jealousy, sport, or to simply keep them quiet.

In the video above, this man drives around town believing that he is being stalked for reasons that aren't clear.  If a car is parked or disabled on the side of the road, these are simply tactics of harassment employed by those who are stalking him. Every day hundreds of people are involved in his being stalked or so he believes.  Never mind that cars break down every day or that people may be parked along the side of the road for any number of reasons, this  man believes that he is being followed.  This also carries into the area of electronic harassment and mind control.  Alongside gang stalking many people believe that the CIA or other nefarious agencies are using beams or electronic devices to induce certain strange thoughts into their minds.  Essentially, the internet has created a flourishing community of support for these delusions.  The sad reality, however, is that gang stalking is a clear symptom of schizophrenia, which is very real.  These symptoms (gang stalking, parasitical spirits, electronic harassment) have been documented for many decades.  The reason these theories and beliefs are now exploding, particularly on the internet, is because the collective mind is essentially breaking down.  Rather than having a solidly grounded mind or Soul, people are highly agitated and falling prey to a paranoid perceptions of the world they are living in.  It is not that they do not have good reason to be agitated.  The issue is that things are falling apart because most of human kind are off their axis and the world is therefore falling apart around them.  We should not make fun of people like the man above who created this video, we should have compassion for them.  The mind can sometimes be a very dark and lonely place.

I do not want to simply stop at gang stalking.  This matter goes much deeper and into the realm of conspiracy theories in general, which on the internet are profuse and making their way into prime time.  It is not that there aren't conspiracies or that evil things aren't taking place because they are.  These are all merely symptoms of a kind of terminal phase in the span of humanity. Whereas people at one time in history would actually have proactive strategies at combating such evil, the internet allows people the comfort to simply stew in these delusions and even enjoy the experience because it is thrilling to them.  There are people out there that spend all of there time investigating these things on the internet until the day comes where they immerse themselves in the great conspiratorial psychodrama pulling them into a "relationship" with  nefarious government agencies, beams that induce strange and obsessive thoughts, aliens, ufos, abductions, walk-ins and an entire host of other delusional conspiratorial ethos.

When I began this blog three years ago I found myself getting deeper and deeper into these cosmological delusions and conspiracy theories.  It had never dawned on me that there was no "outside" source for these delusions at all.  Demons weren't simply floating around in the atmosphere, they come forth only when ones being is compromised by a certain idea or mode of thinking that steals away the Health of ones Soul.   This soul sickness allows many types of delusions and even hallucinations to occur.  There had been numerous occasions when I was in the company of other people and had witnessed something very odd that I thought everyone else had also noticed.  I would later learn that I was the only one that actually saw it.  While there were also times when others did notices strange things I was seeing, it was never quite identical or as intense as what I had witnessed.

The real source of "demonic" intrusions and related phenomena is not external to the individual.  These are emerging perceptual anomalies (and sometimes outright lies) brought about by the compromise of the health of the human soul.  Take note that I am NOT saying these "perceptual anomalies" are not real or simply "mental", I am saying that they emerge by default when the human Soul is immersed in unhealthy and strange ideas that do not contribute to its growth and overcoming, but rather keep it hung up on a mystique that by nature creates anxiety, delusions, and obsessions.  These anomalies absolutely DO have the ability to influence the physical domain and the events emerging within an individuals life.  However rather than coming from an outside agency like an unseen parallel realm (as many are fond of saying) these anomalies are a byproduct of a Soul that has immersed itself in defective ideations causing autonomous, and often dangerous, splinters of ones personality, much like a Tulpa, to emerge.

It is very important to understand that the word "Tulpa" means "to build or construct".  In other words, the Tulpa is not something that exists freely in nature, gross or subtle, it exists only when it is created and attached to an  individual as an autonomous aspect of his or her own identity.  The Tulpa is always a part of the identity of the individual that creates it.  Thus, the only parasitical feeders are those that are self-created by human beings that are inwardly ill.  And by further concentrating on such beings, they are merely fueled and given more influence in a person's life.

Ufos are Tulpas.  Aliens are Tulpas.  Abductions are Tulpas.  These are living thought forms attached to a person (created unknowingly) due to their own obsessions.  Now when hundreds of thousands or millions of people are also concentrated on these things, these thought forms can crystallize causing events and manifestations to occur with extreme power and intensity.  Creative people induce these anomalies because by nature their minds are very intense.  Ultimately, this is a blessing and a curse.  A curse particularly for those that become obsessed in these secondary matters rather than applying themselves to the health of their Souls and the overcoming of this world.

...And The Jackals Will Howl

It is with great joy that I return to this little blog. First and foremost thank you, Marija for giving Luminosity back to me after so long.  Since I know some of your readers personally, I will work hard to not let them down with the craziness that had long been the staple of this blog.  The final demon has departed after a terrible and bitter struggle.

For three years the frequency of my writing has been best defined as "intermittent".  Certainly this is nothing new and is not likely to change. This all very simply boils down to a flaw in my personal character that I have admitted to on numerous occasions.   I write when the spirit moves me and I depart when it leaves.  Before I continue, I need to first address a few issues.

First, in regard to the individual who I had a very short-lived podcast with who recently "disappeared" off the net, I will not discuss him or his whereabouts on this blog. This man made a choice.  Further, it was not my choice to end the podcast.  The internet is full of very nasty people.  When they don't fully agree with you they have the tendency to pursue personal attacks.  Rather than speaking out in detail against a particular message or idea, their tactic is to destroy reputations by attaching keyword labels that frighten people off. This is a typical tactic of the sudra class, which is the majority class in the world today.

Second, and I will only mention this once before I write it off forever. To the various naysayers who emerged against me a few months ago, I have only one thing to say: ad hominem is meaningless.  My faults can fit into an encyclopedia, small print.   I have never claimed otherwise.  Unlike the jackals carrying out this almost fanatical polemic,  I am not afraid to admit to my imperfections and shortcomings.  Nor am I afraid to admit to my own righteous indignation toward spiritual and social modernism which is leading humanity squarely into the abyss.  If you want edgy blogs that entertain you, my writing is not for you.  There are many other blogs and websites out there to keep you entertained.

I have been many things over the years and I have trafficked with many different groups of people particularly on the ultra-right.  To this day I still exchange ideas with people on the alternative right because they represent that last vestiges of traditionalism in a world gone absolutely crazy.  My misplaced hope a decade ago was that through the introduction of various ideas into different circles of people, we could somehow spark the creative imagination in the West which is drowning in hedonism and materialism.  The problem was that with every passing year people became more unable to understand these ideas let alone actualize them.. What once seemed like a very promising endeavor  at converting pure Arkansas trailer trash racists into nobler specimens of humanity failed miserably.  At that time I wasn't fully aware of the dynamic of the Kali Yuga and how it was impossible for the truth or valid divine expressions to be understood by reprobate minds.

The phases of my own personal growth were part of a very long and tedious initiatory process that I took and still take very seriously.  I spent many years engaged in an active inward battle with my demons that went far beyond merely browsing the internet and reading books.  The dry path is an active, demanding, and extreme path that demands the entirety of the soul and its yearning for truth and wisdom.  This process transcended all worthless metaphysical ideations, which are contrived and function as a pseudo-authoritative crutch to Souls too terrified to confront the gaping maw that is within them.  These contrivances are stripped from us at death and at the extreme points of initiation, mercilessly so.

I have associated with very ugly and dangerous people over the years.  I haven't had contact with these people since 2006 when I departed from that world and devoted myself fully to the life of a householder.  I do not besmirch them because as terrible as they were, I still saw their humanity and continued to have compassion for them.  Unlike my own naysayers, I didn't dismiss all of them as "racists" or "fascists" and then reduce them to sub-humans who I wouldn't give water to if they were dying of thirst. Everyone (and I mean everyone) is a victim of fate and circumstance.  It makes some people peaceful and others cantankerous.  For whatever reason, there is a necessity for all of these things (and all of these people). They are divinely decreed whether we like it personally or not. And if they weren't divinely decreed, they wouldn't exist period! There are no mistakes in this domain or any other domain for that matter. Everything has a reason and a purpose in a much larger picture than the human mind can comprehend.  We can't all be Gandhi. Some people go through life enduring burdens that make them rough and hardened.  Others are kind despite being dealt a bad hand.  All people are different and all people possess a different degree of dignity and strength of character.  This is a part of that complexity of life and initiation I wrote about earlier.

To be sure, I am not ashamed of my feelings toward modern multiculturalism or my disgust at seeing the death of the West as it is playing out in the US and Europe.  The West is in my European blood of which I am proud.  The real issue today is that the modern individual, raised from birth to be an intellectual coward, cannot accept differences, racial or otherwise, because they are obsessed with oneness, surrender, easy living, comfort, and the dissolution of their identity into impersonality.  Rather than enjoying real diversity (which by necessity preserves distinctions)  the people promoting egalitarian ideas are quick to scream "racist" at anyone claiming pride in their genetic legacy, which again is a necessary and divinely decreed distinction.  While claiming to promote diversity they ultimately seek to destroy it.  One writer actually called me a racist because I had no interest in native american spiritual traditions, which are admittedly foreign to my personality and predilections. How can one be "racist" who naturally has no attraction to a particular thing?  I am not attracted to obese women either, does that mean I hate all overweight women?  Frankly, these types of tactics reveal a high degree of intellectual  cowardice and weakness that is a product of the times in which we live.

People no longer wish to speak of these things because a difference of opinion cannot exist in the modern world.  If you don't believe what the world tells you to believe, or if you don't cater to their emotional frailties, they will eventually turn on you.  Modern America is the same in this regard when it comes to the draconian laws it has established over the last three decades. The modern American Empire has become that frail beast; ugly and paranoid.--and the state is ultimately a collective reflection of the people.  Government is not the problem.  People are the problem.  Never in the history of the world have people been such cowards.  And never have we seen such a sad, pathetic, sick and dying humanity afraid to think or speak truth out of fear of hurting someones feelings or being labelled some terrifying name like 'racist'. But that fear is beginning to lose its sting, people are starting to get angry, and the empire is becoming increasingly paranoid because of it.

The "masses" cannot understand that creation itself can only be beautiful, diverse, and possible through various differentiations that are inherent within it.   When these differentiations are destroyed, the world begins to wobble on its axis and terrible physical events begin to manifest. In the last decade alone millions of people have died in tragic events that are frankly unprecedented.  To name only a few:  The boxer day tsunami--250,000 people killled.  2005 Kashmir earthquake--100,000 people killed.  2008 Sichuan earthquake - 80,000 people killed.  The Fukushima disaster-over 20,000+ deaths and counting.  This is to say nothing about the many hurricanes over the last decade that have killed tens of thousands, or the sinkholes that are swallowing people up, the wars and epidemic of suicides taking place today.  To dismiss all of this out of hand as so many do is simply outrageous.  These events will continue to get worse and more frequent.  This is only the calm before the storm.

That axis upon which the physical domain revolves is the human being.  And when human beings are mentally falling apart at the seamsm what exactly does that say about the world in which we live? Simply put, the physical domain also begins to fall apart with an increase in frequency of tragic events, both natural and man made

At this point, it is important to note that some of the highest mysteries of tradition regard the metaphysics of race and blood and the reason these differences exist within us. The Voluspa itself is a poem about these matters hidden in mythological and apocalyptic framework.  The entire issue of RH negative blood rests on these ideas, but people simply refuse to admit it because the present order of things has a way of intimidating people away from such modes of thinking.  There is a good reason to do this, of course.  By scaring people away from thinking about these things, the powers that be are able to effectively keep people in the dark about what this world actually is and how it is controlled by a truly "satanic" influence that is unimaginably deceptive, vicious, and manipulative.  I will be spending far more time here touching on this than anything else.  Needless to say the more the truth is veiled, the more unstable the world becomes.

Let me really drive this point home.  It is possible for people to be different racially, intellectually, traditionally, spiritually and for them to not be at war,hurt, or hate one another.  Don't ever expect moronic edgy bloggers who write about modern spirituality and synchronicity to ever tell you this because they don't understand the implications of that statement. They are too frightened to even touch on them because they are afraid of the labels.  They would much rather attempt to target a specific race, tradition, or religion for their contempt because of their own mental and emotional frailties. They will always demonize the things they cannot understand or refuse to understand because they are sudra and wholly unable to understand anything beyond the realm of human ideation.

Now in regard to an old blog of mine somebody pulled up from back in 2007 (only showing their unfortunate obsession with me, which borders on the ridiculous)  it was created for a small radical traditionalist readership.   Upon writing an article (I can't remember what it was about) we were effectively attacked by "heterophobes" who were laughingly leaving comments about anonymous and illicit sex in public bathrooms--some of which included adult sex with minors. I guess you didn't uncover that part, did you?  Those comments were far more strange and vicious than anything I had left.  There was no bullying involved. Because I was new to blogging in 2007, I didn't know that on that particular site I couldn't delete my profile and move to another blog site. Blogster wouldn't allow deletion of profiles or posts back in 2007.  I wrote a series of very nasty comments in the hopes of getting banned from that website because the attacks were incessant and my very few readers did not like the layout.  Eventually I was successful.  The posts leading up to those comments were  simply cut and paste news stories about a series of black on white crimes as well as the Zebra Killings from the 1970s, which have been effectively covered up because the true body count is well above 130 and continue to this day.  Don't ask how I know that.  Investigate it for yourself.

 A good way to get banned from any website is to be a pervert or a nazi. Perverts are obviously welcomed over at Blogster so I chose my only other option. To take what someone had written six years ago (which was completely out of context by the way) only shows a strange kind of desperation and obsession.  My having to address this issue is pathetic in its own right.  I frankly don't mind the title racist anymore because like fascist it means so very little and is as desperate as comparing a person who doesn't agree with you to Hitler.  It's just one big crock of shit.  With people now coming out of the woodwork to jump on the "hate Dan Mitchell" bandwagon, including people I barely remember having a pissy email exchange with over two years ago (Sorry, but get over it) it is a matter of necessity to address this. However I also do not deny it is a matter of ignorant pride on my part.  For whatever reason people simply cannot let the matter go, which is truly puzzling to me.  I suspect that the initiatory writing I put out pisses people off because it convicts them in some way whether they will admit it or not.


Before I close up this first post I want to discuss the Kali Yuga a bit further and how it relates to the present terminal phase according to the tediously long Srimad Bhagavatam.  Make no mistake. As troubled as these times are, and as hopeless as things appear to be,  a resurgence is taking place in the West that will become the hardy seedling that endures the consummation at the end of the Kali Yuga when the debts are finally called in. While it has no hope of sprouting in these modern times because the human soul has largely become splintered, it will inevitably emerge beyond the space and time of the present physical domain.

We live in an age that is morally and spiritually irrelevant yet is subject to a ruling class that demands obedience and dictates through the manipulation of language right and wrong thoughts and behavior.  That is a very dangerous thing.  In a world where modern spirituality is synonymous with surrender (with civic duty similarly being a surrender to the state--see the pattern?), being a master of ones soul becomes a dangerous and very unpopular endeavor.  Someone compiled a good list on Wikipedia of the signs of the Kali Yuga as written with the Srimad Bhagavatam.  I highly recommend the writings of A.C. Bhaktivedanta Prahbupada, particularly his commentary on the Bhagavad Gita and the Srimad Bhagavatam for more information:

• Rulers will become unreasonable: they will levy taxes unfairly.
• Rulers will no longer see it as their duty to promote spirituality, or to protect their subjects: they will become a danger to the world.
• People will start migrating, seeking countries where wheat and barley form the staple food source.
• "At the end of Kali-yuga, when there exist no topics on the subject of God, even at the residences of so-called saints and respectable gentlemen of the three higher varnas [guna or temperament] and when nothing is known of the techniques of sacrifice, even by word, at that time the Lord will appear as the supreme chastiser.

• Avarice and wrath will be common. Humans will openly display animosity towards each other. Ignorance of dharma will occur.
• People will have thoughts of murder with no justification and will see nothing wrong in that.
• Lust will be viewed as socially acceptable and sexual intercourse will be seen as the central requirement of life.
• Sin will increase exponentially, whilst virtue will fade and cease to flourish.
• People will take vows and break them soon after.
• People will become addicted to intoxicating drinks and drugs.
• Gurus will no longer be respected and their students will attempt to injure them. Their teachings will be insulted, and followers of Kama will wrest control of the mind from all human beings.The maximum lifespan of a human in this age is 90-100 years.
• Brahmans will not be learned or honored, Kshatriyas will not be brave, Vaishyas will not be just in their dealings

It is easy to say that people have always been like this.  Truthfully, that is not the case.  Traditional cultures like those of India, Iran, Byzantium, and Early Christian Europe were very much a world apart from the present epoch.  A being that is at enmity with the present order of things is a being in closer resonance with the divine.  That is the reality. Whether you will believe me or not, modern spiritual ideas, the ones being promoted by cool and edgy online writers, are games meant to protect the soul from the onslaught it will eventually face in this life or at death.  Emasculated spirituality is not spirituality at all.

These blogs of mine have been very tense.  They have been a living journal of my own initiatory process, transmissions from an inner universe of endless depth that frankly terrifies people because they are so accustomed to the outward expressions of their existence while wholly neglecting the inner.  My only edge has been in the knowledge that if I do not face this darkness now, I will eventually have to face it during a time of extreme vulnerability, when my breath has finally left my body.  This is why it must be taken seriously at all cost.  Life in the human domain is a preparation for death and this world stands between two inescapable fates, darkness and light, with a very brief imaginal interim that is reserved for those who are truly walking the line in this world.  Everything I have done has been a cleansing of the stains put upon my soul by my fore bearers and myself.  Perhaps my stains are more numerous than yours...Or perhaps you have not yet learned to truly see what is ugly within yourself because you are preoccupied with endless ideas that have been leading you nowhere all these years.  These ideas do not save a person.  In fact, when the hour arrives, they will abandon you forever.  They will offer no bearing or sense of direction in a world that is endless in every direction.  They will be presented to you as the farce they have always been.  All that will remain is the startling reality of the gaping maw that stares directly at you.  When you look into it, you will see either an endless darkness or the primordial homeland.

Homecoming

April 25, 2013