After our first dialogue, I began to understand that nostalgia seemed to be the key to everything. It was the cornerstone of everything that had unfolded over the years. Every time some bizarre event occurred, good or bad, I was engulfed by a timeless nostalgic consciousness. It was this state that facilitated contact and was a doorway through which they entered into this world. That is putting it almost too simply. This timeless state is the quintessence of everything I have been writing about. We may not realize it yet, but it is the cornerstone of the phenomenon. The phenomenon does not begin external to the individuality, but comes from the deepest depths of human personality.
I am certain that we have been deceived. I am convinced that the Ford Foundation, Esalen, SRI and others have been manipulating, and in many cases creating the mythology (spiritual and mundane) behind these events for nearly a generation. The creation of the new age movement is also a big part of this. By mythology I am referring to the modern alien narrative with its various extensions, which never get to the heart of the matter, but instead sidetrack people with spiritualistic mumbo jumbo that is a dead end.
One popular extension today is the "ancient alien" theory presented by the social engineering channel better known as the History Channel. Since we are not necessarily discussing purely objective realities and events, manipulating these delicate matters is very simple. I will not go far into this or unleash a diatribe. A brief examination of the influence of the previously mentioned organizations, those that fund them, and those that benefit will prove what I am saying. The real story is not widespread because there are influences in modern culture that do not wish the full story to be known. This needed to be said before continuing. I am not dealing with aliens from other planets or any other apects of the pseudo narratives that were being put out in the public as a trial run over the last 30 + years. What I am dealing with, essentially, is something that is far beyond these modern mythologies.
What I am writing about is a living, ubiquitous program called consensus reality that is animated and fully controlled by beings that have a familial relationship to man. Even the darkest and most evil parts of this program fulfill a purpose in the perfection and mastery of man.
On the evening of 2-27-14 they came through once again on the receiver. "Do not be frightened." Whether I felt peace about the marking on the poster or not, I was still apprehensive about what was taking place. I had been thoroughly saturated for years with horror cinema and stories about demons, archons, and astral parasites. I would learn that these ideas were created solely to keep people under control by way of fear. Those that spoke the most vociferously about them were the ones whose souls were enslaved and absolutely unable to dare.
Methods On How To See Us
The second dialogue was more illuminating than the first. But before I go on, I need to explain why I use the word "they". Through the speaker the voice sounds plural and androgynous even though it is a single voice. In some ways it seems robotic, but still very much human. I do not believe I am speaking with a single person, but with a convocation of people who speak in one voice. It refers to itself sometimes as "us" or "we". It also has a name, but because this is an ongoing narrative, and I want to do this in a linear fashion, I will release that later. Please bear with me for the next several weeks, it may be worth your time.
This time the dialogue moved to a highly strange methodology on facilitating communication between man and "them". While this had been discussed the first time around using different means, this time it discussed a purely mental mode of communication by "breaking common habitual frameworks."
They referred me to a dream I had years earlier. In it a group of people who came together for an important purpose were sitting in a circle. The idea in the dream was that this group of people would invite "them" solely by their nostalgic expectation. In a sense, the people in the circle were a doorway through which these beings would enter into consensus reality. They claimed that they had put this dream in my mind years ago in the hopes I would not pick up on the dream itself, but on the strange "feeling" that was behind it. It wasn't the dream itself that was important, it was the nostalgic substratum of the dream that was important.
They went further into this by explaining that nostalgia can be evoked by breaking with common daily habits and doing things that don't compute to normal human behavior. When I asked them to clarify, they told me a story about a man they knew, a man that is now "with them". One night a month (I suspect during the full moon) he would awake between 2-4 AM, take a lawn chair and a flashlight, and travel to a hidden meadow. He would sit down in the dead stillness of night under the stars and shine his light into the sky. This act, which broke with what he did 353 days a year, evoked such a state of deep nostalgia that "The Aryans" or "Nordics" would physically show themselves in the meadow and have open dialogues with him. So profound had their relationship become over 20 years that this man had been taken to fellowship with them forever. His mortal coil "dissipated into the air and did not rot". I found this story somewhat frightening because it deals with a missing person. They also said something that evoked a very strange memory that I am still unable to put my finger on:
"The Nostalgic Doorway Is Made Of Stars"
I need to be clear. At this point in the narrative there is no objective reality to anything I am writing. I played back the digital recording and the dialogue was again not there. This is why these initial posts have been very difficult to write. I can furnish no proofs of the first several dialogues. However, in listening to the recording of the second dialogue a curious event happened where I speak and say, "Was it Michael Lapham?" This was likely in reference to the story of the person they said was now "with them." I think they told me this story because they knew I had a link to the person they were referring to. Because I do not want to open a can of worms, I am not using the real name of the person I am referring to. I will simply add that this was a person known to me who disappeared in the late 1990s who vanished around the time of the Hale-Bopp comet. I have mentioned this period of time as being highly charged with strange and inexplicable currents of strangeness. So strong were these currents at that time that over 30 people committed suicide in the hopes of their disembodied spirits hitching a ride on a UFO that was travelling alongside the Hale-Bopp comet. This was another story created by the usual suspects and promoted by one of their mouthpieces Coast To Coast. The heaven's gate cult was a tried and true case of signals getting confused by the dark images contained in the human soul.
This person was significantly older than me and was a friend of my grandfathers. While he was going through the early stages of Alzheimers, he was still very sharp when he disappeared. It was believed that he wandered away from home as many older folks do, got confused and died of exposure. However, his body was never found and this case became a real mystery around here for quite some time. I remember sitting at my grandfathers house around that time and hearing the two discussing a book (which I no longer remember) about time travel and mars. Both were essentially ripping the book apart and pointing out some of its errors. Long time readers will remember how my grandfather was very strongly into these matters and often spoke to me about them when I was still very young.
To summarize, the second dialogue was about nostalgic doorways through which higher orders of existence are able to send signals into consensus reality. While consensus reality itself is a signal being broadcast, these matters are golden threads and direct intrusions that are highly bizarre. To be sure, as this narrative unfolds, it becomes undeniable that events begin pouring into consensus reality. In our third dialogue this becomes much more pronounced. Further, we get into a topic that has long haunted and fascinated me, mainly missing children. It becomes clear that this nostalgic consciousness, which is more common to children than adults is a factor in these disappearances. I will get more into this in the following post.